The Fun-house Mirror
A few decades back there was a story in the local newspaper. I remember the story because of its exquisite cruelty – and because the small boy to whom it happened eventually became my husband.
I was no more than eleven when I pulled the newspaper out of the recycling box where my Father had placed it and started perusing its headlines. I was a proud reader back then, the best in my grade, and I took every opportunity to practice.
My parents did not want their young daughter reading the newspaper, and so I secreted the illicit bundle under my sweater and hastened back to my room, carrying myself with the conspicuous guiltiness of a sneaky child. I was not seen and when I arrived safely with my contraband, I shut the door and leaped up onto my bed.
The thin, gray pages of the newspaper were crumpled and scored by my Father’s thorough folding techniques. With great care, I separated each long, tall page from each other and, one by one, I laid them out on the beautiful quilt my mother had made for me on my tenth birthday. With the pinky edge of my little girl hands, I remember gently flattening the creases until the page was as uniform as I could get it.
Then, with my pointer finger, I traced my way across the page, searching the headlines for something really adult to read. I remember the headline verbatim:
Boy, 10, Saved From Basement Dungeon
I knew right away that I shouldn’t read the article. I knew it would give me nightmares, and that I would not be able to tell my Mother about their source, and thereby render them harmless, lest I reveal my indiscretion. Of course, that did not stop me diving in.
It was a very upsetting story. The boy had been held in the basement of his parents’ home, not half a mile from where we lived. A man from the gas company found him – just happened to see him through a small crack in one of the blacked out basement windows and called the police.
I think we’ve all heard this kind of story in the news – children, brothers, sisters, parents, grandparents – each chained to a post or a bed by a supposed loved one, suffering for years, sometimes decades in the worst cases.
Normally, the poor, trapped one is starved, beaten, forced to lay in their own filth. But t
He wasn’t malnourished – he was fully clothed and perfectly clean – and he didn’t show a single sign of having been physically hurt. There were no chains. He was not a feral child, he spoke excellent English, at or above what was expected at his age, nor did he seem panicked or relieved at first when the police arrived. He just gave them that bashful smile of his.
Years later, he told me his parents came down there multiple times a day. They homeschooled him with surprising care. They fed him three square meals, and dessert after dinner. They kissed him good morning and good night on the forehead and tucked him into a small, comfortable, well-cleaned bed they had arranged in the corner of the basement. They did exercises together to make sure he didn’t waste away.
And the air down there was neither draughty nor dusty nor musty – in fact, his parent’s had renovated the entire basement just for him. There was a working pinball machine in one corner and an arcade box his father had rebuilt after buying it from a local pizza place. The
Taking his situation in at a glance, you might mistake him for one of the luckiest kid on the block. He certainly thought so! When the police told him they were taking him away, he screamed like mad, even bit one the officers so hard the man nearly lost the tip of his finger. The boy fought so hard to stay in that basement, they needed EMS to sedate him so he could be carried out against his will.
Apparently, his parents had told him that the world outside the house was dead and full of monsters. He used to cry every-time they had to go upstairs to “guard the door” or “gather supplies.” He told me once that he even remembered feeling guilty.
“They’re up there,” he would think to his little self, “risking their lives for me” and then he would cry himself to sleep.
It was all pretty fucked. But that isn’t the strangest part by a mile.
There was only one mirror in the basement – a fun-house mirror. A real antique, made in the 1920s. Somehow his parent’s had gotten hold of it and they used it to terrible effect.
From the first moment the boy could recognize his form in the mirror, he had only ever seen himself distorted. It was not an outrageous distortion – a fattening of the midriff and a subtly grotesque truncation of the face and forehead, along with the nearing of the eyes and the smashing of the nose and chin.
I’ve seen a picture of one of the officer’s faces reflected in the mirror – it was on the front page of the newspaper as a matter of fact. The officer, like the boy who would one day become my husband, was quite handsome – but in the mirror, his
When my husband awoke in the hospital, he panicked – thought his parents had died, eaten by the monsters. He raised as much hell as a little ten year boy was able. No one could get him to calm down. He kept kicking at the nurses and screaming for his parents, now calling for them, now mourning their untimely demise.
It went on that way for hours, he told me, until he needed to use the bathroom. He let them point him in the right direction, and then he stormed off, watching them with every step, until the door was shut behind him.
They waited for him to come out, but he never did. They called through the door, but he did not answer. Finally, they gave one last warning and opened the door from the outside.
My husband was standing in front of the bathroom sink in a pool of cold urine soaked through the thin felt of his children’s sized hospital pants, which clung sadly to right leg. They tried to get his attention, but he would not look away from his
I’ve read
Moreover, even after they’ve grown up and their parents have changed or died, those children can never really forget what “love” came to mean for them. They can’t help but define themselves in
I finished the article, all the way to the end, and when I was done I hastily crumpled up the thin newspaper sheet into a ball, ran to the bathroom with it, and flushed it down the toilet with all the other terrible things. I had my nightmares and, over time, got better at pretending I’d forgotten ever reading the story in the first place.
Until, one day, as a freshman in college, I met the
He asked me out, and I said no because I’m a lady, and so he asked me again everyday for two weeks until I capitulated. Ours was a quick courtship – we were head over heels for each other.
So, imagine my surprise when he tells me his full name and I mention this tragic story I read in the newspaper as a little girl, years earlier, and he smiles and just points a thumb at own chest.
I was dumbfounded. I could not imagine, it seemed utterly impossible. How could the poor boy from that basement have turned into this vivacious,
Then he showed me his driver’s license, and I still didn’t believe him. So he brought in his birth certificate to class the next day and I was floored. He was the boy. I was falling in love with the boy. Life can be so strange.
I could bore you with pages upon pages of our happy time together. We married after college and for several more
Only, now and again, more and more as time went on, I would see a look come over his face, and for a day or two, or sometimes longer, all the beautiful parts of him that I loved would disappear. He would sink into immobile despair as if he’d just discovered he was living someone else’s life and had to give it all up – the life of a handsome, personable stranger who looked back at him from the bathroom mirror.
Sometimes he would wake up with the look on his face and I would know that was going to be a bad day and that he would need help getting out of bed or being convinced to eat. Other times it would settle upon him, like storm clouds, and he would go silent mid-sentence and look around himself in confusion as if he’d lost his way.
I tried to savor the good times – and I know he did as well. I loved him, and he loved me so completely. But, the longer we were together – the more perfect our lives became – the more often he seemed to disappear.
One day, we left the house together, as we always did, and started running toward the bus. We made it just in time, and I stepped on. But he stayed outside. He made funny little a show of looking through his pockets – he made a funny little show
It’s so easy, in hindsight, to see all the signs, so that, in the aftermath, it all becomes your fault. I’ve replayed that morning, frame for frame, ten thousand times in my mind’s eye and in my memory his every glance, his every minuscule gesture becomes a cry for help.
For several years after he died, I blamed myself. But eventually, I came to accept that I wasn’t the one who broke him. I was not the one who poisoned the seed of his soul. He tried – God he tried so hard – to become someone else. But some part of him was still trapped, still tethered to that basement, staring into that funhouse mirror.
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